well, i'm tired.

the exams are finally over! but i cant really say i'm elated right now.

how does anyone who quarrels with their parents have any more remaining energy to invest in other aspects of life?it's a lifelong struggle that i can never win what?!

i know they are afraid they will lose me, to the fearful materialistic dangerous world outside, but they've got to have trust in me too! trust that i'm equipped with all the values they've taught me, and that letting me go for now doesnt mean i will no longer be their little girl.

getting me home early is so restrictive. even my brother's after me. please, why cant girls stay out later if they are with safe company? i just dont get it. double standards for my bro and i is really kind of making me sick. i want to be selfish and rant at my brother for not informing my parents i'm coming home late, when i did that for him, but i know i am actually the one responsible for informing them. haiz.

when even your younger brother is watching out for you, you feel kind of useless, kind of over protected.feel like crying. torn.

不再是小孩，请不要继续把我当作小孩。

只想说累了.

i changed the font specially for my blind evan. haha dont care if ugly. =p